Just scootin' along

hey journal

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 22:49:15 GMT

Its me man... a few years later, a few years smarter, a few years brighter. Its the best time of my life, the season for baseball is about to start on tuesday... thats huge. All my coaches in the past im gonna dedicate my first start to you. Coach Roffi, you were the biggest inspiration in my life that has guided me through some really great stuff. There's so much i want to say, but i'll save it for later.

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 04:07:53 GMT

for all those that haven't seen me in a while
my muscles are bigger, my stoumach is smaller
and my dick has just been growing like the grass (in the summer)

but really on a seroiusly note
i need some lovin

LOVE LIFE

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 20:07:56 GMT

upnorth is really pretty
the sun rising in the woods at 700 a.m. is quite the scene.
I didn't see any deer but i did a lot of thinking
Its interesting to know that i think about a lot of the same things
sitting in the tree stand every year
Mourn, concentrate, ideal, pray. All somethings us humans stay away from
in our busy lives. I thought about a lot over the weekend watching the
autumn colors move and sway back and forth.
One thing i didn't do in life is play high school football
I believe if i would have worked hard at what i did in school,
stayed in shape, got a little bigger, i would be somewhere else right now.
O well, lifes a game of mistakes, and we seek our mistakes better after we make them.
Its good to know i can change them still.

A GREAT GOAL

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 04:29:29 GMT

i cant wait till next year
when i get a scholarship for a div. 1 baseball team
its going to happen
do good in school, and keep pushing yourself
i love my good friend ryan setsuda
he pushes me in great ways

i got offered a job at its a matter of taste
it will be my first restaurant cooking job
thats gonna be some great experience

there are certain people that probably just dont know what i can do for this world
well, i wanna hear it from them
for the motive to prove them

well, its pretty much over

Thu, 19 May 2005 22:56:49 GMT

Of all these times in my life, whenever the past is important
i seem to do a good job in analyzing my existence
I may have let some down through the experience
however i am known to have had a good time
I'm happy Mr. Sharpe can bring out the amount of effort i didn't contribute
but I believe that is a little bit negative as much as it should be
Do you really think i didn't contribute
I thought i have done a great job
expressing my thoughts and all the "growing up that has been brought upon us"
I have a positive view at myself in what i can handle
Maybe High School and the effort in my grades looks a little burned out
but this is my world and i can make it what i want.
some of us have let eachother down
but dont let any of us hold eachother back
i really appreciate the effort all the friends i have created
all the great people there has been to know
and look out 2005
were about to have a blast
I love all of ya

Sun, 08 May 2005 17:39:44 GMT

Im gonna put drunk drivers in jail
it has to be done
it brings tears to my eyes
that some loser has to get himself drunk to shit
because of a divorce
and kill 3 beatiful people
because he is greedy enough to drive home
what the fuck would you do if a relative got killled by a drunk driver
Happy Mothers Day to the mother and the 2 children
laying in coffins

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 02:38:57 GMT

tommorrow when we go to school
our teachers are gona tell us exactly how this
new school shooting went down

I remember in 6th grade ms Jess-eisenegger told us about columbine
and started crying

i cried w/ her

i also cried in 5th grade graduation

tommorrow i'll prey for those who have died and their families

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 06:27:40 GMT

I WANNA PLAY SOME FUCKIN BASEBALL
and go discin

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 03:12:40 GMT

I have been pondering on the same question for the past 2 months?
but ignoring it because my addiction simply covered over it and put it away
I need to quit
I QUIT
I QUIT
I QUIT
I QUIT
I QUIT
and i have some catching up to do

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 00:32:55 GMT

"View your backyard from your neighbors point of view
instead of just yours"
-Uncle Steve

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 01:19:44 GMT

When someone is being made fun of, there's objectivity and subjectivity to it. Me personally, a subjective thinker and actor will hear someone tell another and think, look at it "The big picture of it" form an opinion by feeling like it was directed toward them. An objective thinker or an actor looks at anything from just their eyes. Don't think outside of their body.

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Sun, 05 Sep 2004 05:04:17 GMT

so its the last day to party it up for summer 2004
whats going on
disc golf/bbq at kensington be there at 3

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 05:06:21 GMT

lately
it seems whats been happening
is there are too many inconsiderate people

life is like disc golf
you can shoot -5 one day
and come back and shoot plus 7 the next
when it rains it fuckin poors
and its pooring disrespect all over us

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 06:24:24 GMT

gooood weekend
thanks
for not fuckin my house up
and drinking the keg
and being hardcore
come over ladies

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 18:08:55 GMT

swimming
sculpture
photo
earth sci
ap psych
sociology

drawing 2
pers wghts
photo
earth sci
ap psych
cont SocProb

i think im gona get the fuck out of earth sci, what should i take?

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 04:55:12 GMT

back to this gangsta life
just need a J.O.B.
i need to have a day where i dont stop moving
i signed up for the s.a.t.
instead of the a.c.t.
how smooth was that
go see the movie collatteral
tom cruize is a fuckin gangsta
call me .. anyone

Michigan Hurricanes

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 02:40:08 GMT

WORLD SERIES CHAMPIONS MOTHER FUCKERS

won 4 games in one day to do it
we came back
best day of my life

Tue, 18 May 2004 15:59:07 GMT

anyone know the whereabouts
to get a fake i.d.?

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 20:32:25 GMT

JOBLESS

Fri, 05 Mar 2004 04:22:43 GMT

i've been playing this dream and goal i've had
and you've got me nowhere

IM A FUCKIN PHILOSOPHICAL PHILOSOPHER FUCK

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 22:43:40 GMT

It sucks hardcore for everyone when they find themselves thinking about something with such high importance but the person next to them cant pick up on it through words.

it doesn't matter anymore though, you get used to it.

Just as long as you know your sweet that you came up with it.
and maybe a person you find in common someday can pick up on it and
all the other shit you've come up with and things will be fuckin great

maybe there meant to be hard to explain
so people that dont think the same way you do
you dont find yourself having what matters in common

yea that last paragraph was another theory that i have thought about.
theory's are assumed to be true dont forget.
you see a lot of our theorys come from the philosophers that found themselves coming up with theorys.

o wait holy shit those last 2 paragraphs are both theory's

IF YOU PICK UP ON ANYTHING SAID SAY i. and if not dont but other comments are very much appreciable.

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 06:08:47 GMT

what'd i get done this break?
besides 500 dollars in debt due to a car accident

shit lets put in atmosphere

what a mind fuck

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 02:42:57 GMT

tell me something good

you will know this much more about me (multiple intelligence survey)

Tue, 03 Feb 2004 03:42:05 GMT

Existentialist- involves understanding the "big picture". People with this intelligence ask the big questions like "why are we here"? and what is our role in the world?" this intelligence is seen in the discipline of philosophy.

so when im sitting there and you think im making some shit up

just know that i recieve a lot of the information i share..
from myself.
And i see it to be true.

Intrapersonal Inteligence- invlolves understanding one's inner world of emotions and thoughts, and growing in the ability to control them and work with them consciously. it may be excercised through participating in independent projects, reading illuminating books, journal-writing, imaginative activities and games, and finding quiet places for reflection

so when i've been sitting there thinking about something, im in my inner world of emotion and thought.

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 05:00:13 GMT

You can trip hard
if you just sit there, and think
about whats goin on up there
in that drive that controls your body.

were just fucked up creatures, and there's
a reason why learning about that kinda shit
is most interesting
cause we want to know where the fuck
this has come from